Monthly Archives: September 2012

Windows to the soul?

Leveled by a look.            There is no greater, no scarier, nor loving a look then one that can bring you to your knees.  Most mothers have this on lock.  You can unwillingly know exactly what … Continue reading

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Nothing Left

         Something funny happens when you see your account go to 0.00….                  The word humbling hardly describes the feeling.  It is as if all that you know is thrown … Continue reading

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Captivated

What is pure joy? Why is it so hard to live in this present moment?  Will I ever learn to not worry?   I get carried away thinking about what’s next.  My calendar drives my days, and time seems to … Continue reading

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Qualified?

Promises worry me as an adult.   As a kid I had no reason to be anything less then excited.   We promise kids things so as to get them excited, or to shut them up.  They have child like faith in … Continue reading

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In the middle

“I’m going to leave her”.  “I don’t want to live anymore”.  I don’t often become speechless, but when it happens I get scared.  I no longer feel comfortable, and my nerves get heightened.  You could cut the tension with a … Continue reading

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The Big Picture?

I take pride in my fake trip, and door smashing my face abilities.  It strikes people, and brings joy to so many to see, what seems to be, my terrible pain.  But really, how often do I trip, slip, and … Continue reading

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