The race to put out a blog in thirty minutes.
I hope this comes out well.
I want to put out a blog because I am not sure of my future. I will be un-blogably busy for the next two weeks starting at eleven am today.
I had an epiphany
It was more of an awareness.
(Im not doing good on my time crunch)
(as you can tell I’m wasting time writing these apostasies)
Not everyone is where you are at. And it isn’t our job to get people to our exact place in life. I am not sure we quite understand.
My first job was a dish washer for an I-talian restaurant. I was the best dishwasher in all the land. I was so good (how good you ask?), I would not only wash the dishes, but buss the tables, make the calamari, and slice the lemons for the seafood dishes. I worked as the dishwasher for a whole year. Almost exactly. But my dishwashing skills were unparalleled. I walked into my bosses office and asked him if I could be a bussor. He said, “NO”. I was shocked. I thought for sure he would undoubtedly give me keys to the whole place and tell me to become the owner. I had a grasp on this whole restaurant job. Keep in mind I was fifteen.
I asked to be a bussor for the next two months straight.
I didn’t understand my job.
I didn’t understand they didn’t need another bussor.
They needed a dishwasher.
I think as followers of Jesus we get confused as to what our job is. We believe certain ideas, or agendas, or who knows what, but we forget our jobs. I believe we all get to have some job in this life following Jesus. But my epiphany has been my epiphany, and I need to remember how it is my epiphany. That’s the epiphany. It’s mine.
I get tired trying to get people to see the things I see. I get tired trying to get people to follow Jesus like me. I get tired judging others based on how they don’t see, do, or hear from Jesus the way I do. “Don’t they get it?”, Maybe I am the only to ever believe that. I am not sure this makes sense, but that isn’t for me to judge.
I can only show you, live it out in my own way, and hope you see me following Jesus and want to get to know Him. If you have questions of why, how, or when???? I can tell you over coffee, or cuties.
I want to apologies if I have offended, judged, or condemned with my eyes anyone who doesn’t follow Jesus, get Jesus, or love Jesus like I do. It is strange when you read about Jesus asking people to pull the plank out of their eyes before you pull the speck out of someone else. Interesting.
I will re read this later, but I have to post this. I have 7 minutes to find an artsy picture, and upload it to wordpress….
My new Job…
To Love Well